Okkervil River - It Ends With A Fall

Wish I could remember why it mattered to me
It doesn't matter to me, it doesn't matter to me anymore
Now that you're feeling fine,
I'll admit that though I know it's coming down and see it shattering me
It doesn't matter to me, and I'm not sadder for seeing it come
I'm not going to run, I will just come when I am called

You want to cut me off,
Because I took to much, but don't leave me alone
Take off your scarves, your winter coat
The night's too cold

And when we met I should have said
You're like a sister to me
How all that kiss her just seem
Like puny suitors I can see through
Like none will do, not for you
It might as well be just us two

When I pulled you by the jacket from the clattering street
You startet flattering me,
You started saying I was so strong
String me alone
But I can't become what I am called

And I can't claim to know
What makes love die or grow
But I can still take control,
And so refuse to just go home
Back down the hall

And as I crawl,
As finally all the false confetti blooms
Up in this attic room
I'm going make my stand
I wanna see both of your hands put down the phone
I won\'t let you go,
Although the moment stole my self-control from us all
And it could only end, end with a fall